Isn’t scary to Love someone with you whole heart without even knowing if they really love you back?
It’s the parts I can’t control that run my mind every day.
the parts grow bigger and bigger by the minute.
and it’s crazy because my heart was completely in it.. like wrapped around and folded inside. and at the end all that was left to do is cry.
without you, is a place I never wanted to be, a place I prayed to never see, but I can see you waving good bye by your actions and words.
I could see it so clearly I wish it was all a blur. I wish your kisses stayed on my lips so I could always taste our sweet memories of laughter whenever I’m having a bad day, I wish I could put the warmness of your hugs in a jar so I could release it with me on those cold days and nights.
by my side is where you stayed and now my side without you is where I laid because I couldn’t stand up straight without your smile there for motivation to keep going , I couldn’t run without you cheering me on to the finish line.
I couldn’t keep going, we we’re steady, hand and hand, wrapped up together like a rubber band. Why must I be forced to live a life without you by my side? whats life without you by my side? What’s love without your face, how could I be the one to lose this race, or to lose my pace on this steady unconditional marathon. I close my eyes once and just like that your gone.
My heart longs to have you, I’m barely breathing without you.
Broken into pieces trying hard to hide,
I’m alone without you by my side.